questionable predictability and pissing off people

today class was simply pissing off... i'm normally happy to attend classes.. i know this categorises me as abnormal in more than one mind.. but yes.. i'm normally happy to attend classes. well considering the fact that i have nothing else to do back in my room, sitting in class and observing the antiquated antics of the ape(read student) and his ever failing trainer (dont read just guess) is always a better option..

but today class was simply pissing off.. contrary to my belief, 6 hours of sleep were not sufficient to keep me alert at 8. i was stupid with sleep during math class.. so stupid that i'd have made a 2+2=7 kinda mistake.. if only we were doing 2+2=7 kinda math... unfortunately, we are grappling with randomly irritating random variables.. and the theory of their probability.. they have succeded in confounding me in whicever dimension they are presented.. and i wont be mean if i state that their mean and variance are of no interest to me whatsoever except for the fact that if i pretend to listen, my teacher thinks i'm a good girl. normally i dont give a damn about these impressions, but i happen to think greatly about this particular teacher.. he is amazing.

well, the fact that sir was also in a grumpy mood was not helping matters. i somehow passed that period and fitfully dozed into the second hour, taken by our hod..
no offence meant, but this gentleman is currently the subject of an ongoing debate between my friends.. we cannot decide what he looks like... an irritated teddy bear.. or simply a large mean rat.. a walrus- some people helpfully chime in, hoping to distract us from our daily war of words.. personally, i dont care.. i keep switcing depending on how happy i am with his performance on a particular day..

today i felt like labelling him much worse than just a large mean rat when he walked off in the middle of class and in the middle of a lengthy problem .. then came a long break during which i roamed aroung in the library.. guess what.. there is a book called "getting straight A s " which instructs students to sit in the first row, take notes, and start studying one week before the exams.. talk about pointless books.. isnt this what we've been told in the major part of our educational endeavour?? why murder a poor innocent tree to tell us some more about it??

then came a surprisingly interesting class.. this teacher is a very well meaning gentleman whom most students shamelessly irritate.. the most violent form of punishment he has devised till date is making the offender sit in the first row..but again this time everyone except me was disinterested.. i had a tough time tryin to deciper his mumbles.. VHDL programming is fun.. but not if people are playing mindless vocabulary games right next to you.. and you cant blame them.. because normally u feel like doing the same in this particular class.. i frowned and fumed through one hour much to my friends' amusement..

lunch hour.....

well now i'm here.. i am not a nerd.. i like classes in a very normal dispassionate way ..maybe as a sedentary activity.. thats it.. but everything is incendiary when u are sleepy.. :(

i guess i better go sleep now since there is no second half..
god bless my cr..

p.s: i know this was completely pointless.. i am just doing this to induce sleep.